So, Friday night is AMT night this week. Another new RC on me, although reading other reports it sounds like a good'un.. Candyflip style trip is what I'm expecting, but who knows..
Dropped 20mg valium a few minutes ago, along with approx 25mg AMT (eyeballed, I know it's not clever but I spent a long time chopping and examinging and rearranging and chopping and examining, and then chose the smallest of the piles).. So I doubt I went too far wrong, the only real problem I may have is that I've eyeballed too small a dose (if it's 10mg more then I can handle that prospect! The valium is a precaution against any come-up angst, as I'm doing this trip on my tod. Watch this space!
Edit to add: If there's anyone with AMT experience viewing, is approx 25mg going to be enough for some visual fun? That's what I'm after more than the empathogen and stim side of things..
t=1 hour - Notice that I feel somewhat colder, a touch shivery. Extra jumper added.. Other than that, effects are so far negligable, placebo so far.
t=1:30 - Getting some minor tingles, need to poo a la stim comeup..
t=5 hours - the orginial 25mg-ish didn't get me where I wanted to be, so I've snorted another 20mg an hour or so ago.. Still not much in the way of visual activity so far.. Lovely MDMA-esque body high though, feels like I've taken a good pill, like the ones I used to get in my yoof way back in the 90's. Lovelylovelylovely..
t=6 hours - I, in a somewhat rash decision, made my way through the final 50mg. Just as well I only bought 100mg as fielding seems to be something of an issue for me with this stuff.. OEV's are starting now, somewhat like LSD but also different somehow.
t=7 hours - Visuals are well established now. I'd liken it to mescaline now, eventhing seems to have a religious significance to it, and seems to be lit by an unearthly neon glow. Feeling GOOOOOOD.. Chances of a bad trip on this seem miniscule, due to the rather extreme euphoric body high.. I've added 25mg MXE into the mix in the name of science.
t=8 hours - Much the same as below, everything's bending and squidging and melting and stuff. Quite a clear headspace though, not confusing as some hallucinogens tend to be. Took another 50mg MXE.
t=9 hours - Visuals stronger, MXE setting in now.. Methinks things are going to get pretty freakin' crazy anytime now..
t=14 hours - Well, slap my arse and call me Shirly!! That was INTENSE!! really really INTENSE!! I lost all notion of who I was, what I was, where I was etc.. Probably would have been useful to have a sitter at that level of inebriation because anything could have happened. I can't put that peak into words, it was so bizarre. All memories lost, I felt kind of like I'd broken through a reality wall into another reality that is the construction ground for the reality we all live in normally. Kind of like seeing a really beautiful clock on a church tower (our reality), then going inside and up the spire to see all the cogs and machinery that make the clock work (the reality I broke through to).. I was shooting down tunnels that consisted of kaliedescopes of images from my memories.. I felt no anxiety or anything, just had absolutely no idea at all what was going on. I had an overwhelming feeling that I was on a mission of some kind, that I had something imperically important to complete in this strange new reality. Had anyone asked me what my name was in that state, I wouldn't have been able to tell them.
t=15 hours - Coming down somewhat. The MXE had worn off so I was once again grounded in reality, but the AMT was still running strong and causing all sorts of cool OEVs in the warm morning sunlight. I began to worry a bit at this point that I'd overdone it, because I had important stuff to do at 1 in the afternoon. Ate 2 valiums to try and ground myself.
Woke up at 13:20 (forty minutes after I was supposed to somewhere, oops!) Feeling pretty much ok. No nasty comedown other than feeling a bit drained, and some residual visual stuff going on that lasted a further 24 hours or so.
All in all, a grand laugh!! I wouldn't recommend 100mg as a starter dose for someone, not because it wasn't great fun but because it's a strong compound, and I'm somewhat hardened to hallucinations after many years using them.
Oh, and I wouldn't recommend mixing MXE with AMT either. Again, not because it wasn't fun, but it's most likely not particularly safe.