valseedian
05-03-2009, 08:43 PM
just dropped around 30-40mg 2c-i in caps with ginger root powder (to counter the nausea)
it's been about an hour and a half now and visuals are beginning, slight wavyness and bright flashes like usual... it's been almost 5 days since my last drop so my tollerance should be back at zero (this will be the second 0 tollerance trip i've taken on this subs, out of 15 odd dosings..)
feeling the jitters heavily, but not so much as when I took much smaller doses.
I can see crawling on my screen, and my peripheral vision keeps picking up movement JUST out of my line of sight... sorta makes me feel like I'm being watched... the usual paranoid come up before the empathogenic side of this drug kicks in.
this time I'm feeling MASSIVE analgesia... so much so that I actually burnt myself quite badly just now without really noticing it. I find that I am always hurting myself on this subs... last major trip I took, I walked face first into the side of a door and split my head open... and, logically, my course of action was hysterical laughter and the NEED to share the story with someone... so I posted here before bandaging myself at all. still have bloodstaines on my desk from not cleaning it fast enough...
it's been about 20 minutes since I started writing this and the visuals are coming on much harder now, and the nausea is almost giving up..
everything seems to have a shiny lining... sorta like a cloud backlit by the sun... colors are changing hue slightly and objects position doesn't seem to be relative to anything... I'm still fully aware of my surroundings, fully aware of my altered mind state, and yet, it's still kinda forcefull.
I'm sitting still, at my desk, I actually pulled my desk in (twards my bed, where I sit) a few feet, when usually I type at full arms length, I find myself sitting closer and closer to the keyboard.
been aother 10 minutes after the last time update. almost vommitted, but i'm not about to waste those actives down the toilet. I'm usually almot more concerned about my spelling and getting the correct workds in the correct place... doesn't even matter to me right now..
occasionally I want to put my head down and close me yeeyeyeys ....
sitting still at my desk, the lamp is moving away from me slowly... and for some reason this is agravating me...
I'm loving the visuals, but the nausea and stress are fucking with me still.. gunna go run some cold water over my shoulders and see if that helps. currently, colorful bands of light are running past my vision... rainbows, but aren't well defined.. and chrome.. if that makes any sense...
it doesn't even amke sense to me.. i'ma quit trying to explain it now..
one last part: even after I've finished typing.. I know i'm done.. i can feel it.. I'm sure my fingers aren't moving.. but... my eyes are still telling my fingers are moving and typing.... and the characters are still appearing on the screen... long after I've finished instructing my brain to type.
it's been about an hour and a half now and visuals are beginning, slight wavyness and bright flashes like usual... it's been almost 5 days since my last drop so my tollerance should be back at zero (this will be the second 0 tollerance trip i've taken on this subs, out of 15 odd dosings..)
feeling the jitters heavily, but not so much as when I took much smaller doses.
I can see crawling on my screen, and my peripheral vision keeps picking up movement JUST out of my line of sight... sorta makes me feel like I'm being watched... the usual paranoid come up before the empathogenic side of this drug kicks in.
this time I'm feeling MASSIVE analgesia... so much so that I actually burnt myself quite badly just now without really noticing it. I find that I am always hurting myself on this subs... last major trip I took, I walked face first into the side of a door and split my head open... and, logically, my course of action was hysterical laughter and the NEED to share the story with someone... so I posted here before bandaging myself at all. still have bloodstaines on my desk from not cleaning it fast enough...
it's been about 20 minutes since I started writing this and the visuals are coming on much harder now, and the nausea is almost giving up..
everything seems to have a shiny lining... sorta like a cloud backlit by the sun... colors are changing hue slightly and objects position doesn't seem to be relative to anything... I'm still fully aware of my surroundings, fully aware of my altered mind state, and yet, it's still kinda forcefull.
I'm sitting still, at my desk, I actually pulled my desk in (twards my bed, where I sit) a few feet, when usually I type at full arms length, I find myself sitting closer and closer to the keyboard.
been aother 10 minutes after the last time update. almost vommitted, but i'm not about to waste those actives down the toilet. I'm usually almot more concerned about my spelling and getting the correct workds in the correct place... doesn't even matter to me right now..
occasionally I want to put my head down and close me yeeyeyeys ....
sitting still at my desk, the lamp is moving away from me slowly... and for some reason this is agravating me...
I'm loving the visuals, but the nausea and stress are fucking with me still.. gunna go run some cold water over my shoulders and see if that helps. currently, colorful bands of light are running past my vision... rainbows, but aren't well defined.. and chrome.. if that makes any sense...
it doesn't even amke sense to me.. i'ma quit trying to explain it now..
one last part: even after I've finished typing.. I know i'm done.. i can feel it.. I'm sure my fingers aren't moving.. but... my eyes are still telling my fingers are moving and typing.... and the characters are still appearing on the screen... long after I've finished instructing my brain to type.